Sunday, July 19, 2009
♥ Let it go
she was right. Some people are destined to come and go.
but i was too determined not to let it go.
sometimes, i'm just too observant or even sensitive to surrounds esp. on people's thinking that they may inevitably affect me in somehow or rather.
but i was too determined not to let it go.
sometimes, i'm just too observant or even sensitive to surrounds esp. on people's thinking that they may inevitably affect me in somehow or rather.
Naive as always. At times, I just somehw feel a bit being made used of.
sometimes his little actions and attitude actually tells everything.
am i thinking too much?
but that's the feeling that i felt at the moment of time.
Even if they told me it's not worth it a thousand times, i still care for those who have come into my life despite of what the outcome is.
p.s i hope my girls will all live happily and being loved my nice people.
12:56 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
♥ Wealth planning seminar
i heart big brain.
12:17 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
♥ Aaron's Party
i am sleepy.
the hair is not drying.
anyway, today, we had our one and only gathering for this month to give Aaron farewell dinner before he goes overseas for 2 years.
The dedicated meihui who's doubt to be harboring with some unknown motives specially draw a card for him. With the help of hers, we managed to fill up the card which has our blessings to him. 3 cheers!
the big group of us went to soup restaurant and tcc that cost about 40 dollars for this whole meal.
Bright day loan sharks. HAha. >.<
Anyway, a fun day tho.
the hair is not drying.
anyway, today, we had our one and only gathering for this month to give Aaron farewell dinner before he goes overseas for 2 years.
The dedicated meihui who's doubt to be harboring with some unknown motives specially draw a card for him. With the help of hers, we managed to fill up the card which has our blessings to him. 3 cheers!
Our suprise guest for the day is "来也匆匆, 去也匆匆" guy, who is none other than
Mr Xiang GUI (hiang kwee).
the big group of us went to soup restaurant and tcc that cost about 40 dollars for this whole meal.
Bright day loan sharks. HAha. >.<
Anyway, a fun day tho.
2:12 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
♥ Troubled
Disclaimer: Ignore this post.
allow me to have some place to vent out my anger.
Moody. Please allow me to complain.
I think the “qiong” word in my name really affect my overall well-being.
As the line went dead, waited for a while but the phone remain silent.
I guessed as workload get heavier, there are lesser time for anything.
Sometimes, i was pondering should i endure for another 1.5 mths to work in this lowly paid job. $5.50 per hour, working for 6 days? Am i dumb or something? cheap labor? Yet i still strive to perform well @ work. Okay, i’ll just grab this chance to learn the terms for investment and insurance policies since i’m doing it everyday. Argh!
I just tabulated the vacation financial list that i had planned in every vacation while i worked to gauge the in-flow & out-flow. Yes, this was one of the technique i adopted to urge myself to save more $$. This time round the figures don’t look promising at all. This vacation is just enough to cover the miscellaneous school fee & new textbooks?
Argh. I think i shouldn’t have do it at this moment in time and letting this opportunity to affect my morale and mood. (%&%^!@*)
My wish: to have a wealthy life & carefree life in future. I wanna grow RICH and stop all the pain and trouble of saving painly.
ANd i want to RETIRE @ the age of 45 with 8 digits.
P.S The uncle tgt with me for training quit today already. I am immune to those stupid stones/pebbles in the office already. Does tt mean i am fit nw?
I am GRUMPY. ARGH!
11:34 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
♥ Taiwan trip day 1 & 2
As promised, i shall blog more about the taiwan trip i went.
The night before i left singapore was pathetic. I had a tiff with papa (for some matter). At about 12 am, i took cab alone to join my auntie @ ah ma house.
Zz..guessed what? I mistaken the hundred dollars note (to bring over to tw) as ten bucks and gave it to the taxi uncle. Becos the taxi is simply too dark and my eyes were blurred.
Anyway, i managed to get back the hunded bucks in the end. >.< phew!
Forget about all these trivial matter. Let's zoom in to the trip @ tw.
The moment i touched down at tao yuan (one of the state in tw), i was amazed by the weather there and their custom. The weather is simply just as cool as the air-con in westmall.
Further more, i was sniffed by a BIG DOG at the custom which was brought out by the custom police officer. So cute!
This is the jie yun (MRT) at taipei station. (above) They also adopt the ez-link card system. But it's not a card instead it's a ez-link coin.
I got there and totally have no idea what to do with the ez-link coin in my hands.
In fact, i pondered a while and decided to try out when i got near the gantry.
I scanned the coin at the entry and got in sucessfully >.<
China government gave 2 free pandas to taiwan and named it after tuan tuan and yuan yuan.
Next destination, xi men ting. (below)
It's another heeren/ orchard of singapore.
And there are full of "grab wa wa machine". But i didn't have the chance to play it.
This was the noisy street of xi men ting (bottom).
While we were strolling along the xi men ting street, my aunt and i were "cheated" into a photography shop.
By then, we left about an hour to shop before all the shops closed.
This is my hotel lobby (below) with tuan tuan and yuan yuan.
We were covered for breakfast every morning. =D for FREE
but they were the same every day. 
Don't belittle of this grabbing wa wa machine. Becos you just have to pay for a price and cfm guarantee plus chop ( you will get a wa wa at the end of the catching). But they will limit you for 1min catch.
I am back to my childhood days. ARCADE!!! TOys and many toys.
Chocolate and bread.
Jiaru's favourite majong set and meihui's fav. character.
The night before i left singapore was pathetic. I had a tiff with papa (for some matter). At about 12 am, i took cab alone to join my auntie @ ah ma house.
Zz..guessed what? I mistaken the hundred dollars note (to bring over to tw) as ten bucks and gave it to the taxi uncle. Becos the taxi is simply too dark and my eyes were blurred.
Anyway, i managed to get back the hunded bucks in the end. >.< phew!
Forget about all these trivial matter. Let's zoom in to the trip @ tw.
The moment i touched down at tao yuan (one of the state in tw), i was amazed by the weather there and their custom. The weather is simply just as cool as the air-con in westmall.
Further more, i was sniffed by a BIG DOG at the custom which was brought out by the custom police officer. So cute!
This is the jie yun (MRT) at taipei station. (above) They also adopt the ez-link card system. But it's not a card instead it's a ez-link coin.
I got there and totally have no idea what to do with the ez-link coin in my hands.
In fact, i pondered a while and decided to try out when i got near the gantry.
I scanned the coin at the entry and got in sucessfully >.<
China government gave 2 free pandas to taiwan and named it after tuan tuan and yuan yuan.
Next destination, xi men ting. (below)
It's another heeren/ orchard of singapore.
And there are full of "grab wa wa machine". But i didn't have the chance to play it.
This was the noisy street of xi men ting (bottom).
While we were strolling along the xi men ting street, my aunt and i were "cheated" into a photography shop.
We were trapped there for about 45 min...becos of my hostile attidue of saying "NO thanks." We managed to escape from their clutches.
By then, we left about an hour to shop before all the shops closed.
This is my hotel lobby (below) with tuan tuan and yuan yuan.
We were covered for breakfast every morning. =D for FREE
but they were the same every day.
First day - =D
2nd day - =)
3rd day - =
4th day - -_-
5th day - -_______-
Next, Taipei station underground shopping (city link of singapore).
Next, Taipei station underground shopping (city link of singapore).
Cheap cheap cheap.
Don't belittle of this grabbing wa wa machine. Becos you just have to pay for a price and cfm guarantee plus chop ( you will get a wa wa at the end of the catching). But they will limit you for 1min catch.
I am back to my childhood days. ARCADE!!! TOys and many toys.
Chocolate and bread.
Jiaru's favourite majong set and meihui's fav. character.
DAy 2 @ dan shui. It took us about 40min of train ride from taipei station to dan shui.
The city map.
The city map.
Houses and mountains.
3 level storey of starbucks coffee and TIE DAN (black eggs).
ICE CREAM tt don't melt as fast as when u eat in singapore -_-"
Sweet sweet candies. Yummy only at first few bites. But it gets really sweet after tt. Eww.
Chimpanzee and aunt
The biggest tap.
Eating along the street. Mai dong xi, chi dong xi... 
Taiwan sour plums
Taiwan caps.
It gets really bored since its only aunt and myself. So i went around taking pictures while she'es busily buying (spot her in her pink jacket).
Biggest BEAR
Dan dan shui
Black and white chicken in cage waiting to be slaughtered.
What an artistic view
With the scenary
Dan shui is a place where you can get a lot of cheap sea food.
Childhood pasamalang game. Shooting water balloons.
More games
We decided to take a ride from dan shui to yu ren ma tou.
It's damn hot yet you don't feel any hotness. Please put more sunblock if not beware of freckles.
Yupx, with my aunt =.=
There's this myth tt whoever couple walked across this bridge will be blessed forever and their love will last for life time. 
This is where we alight from the speed boat.
Welcome to yu ren ma tou.
Pigeons
Me and 3 pigeons. As i think my discreet arrival scare of the rest. >.<
I played this with my aunt and i failed the game and ma lu myself. EWW.. becos there were a big crowd behind me.
Feeling sad, my aunt brought me up to see scenary.
Sweet sweet candies. Yummy only at first few bites. But it gets really sweet after tt. Eww.
Chimpanzee and aunt
The biggest tap.
Eating along the street. Mai dong xi, chi dong xi...
ermx...take back my words. Is aunt mai dong xi, i eat dong xi. hehe.
Taiwan sour plums
Taiwan caps.
It gets really bored since its only aunt and myself. So i went around taking pictures while she'es busily buying (spot her in her pink jacket).
Biggest BEAR
Dan dan shui
Black and white chicken in cage waiting to be slaughtered.
What an artistic view
With the scenary
Dan shui is a place where you can get a lot of cheap sea food.
Childhood pasamalang game. Shooting water balloons.
More games
We decided to take a ride from dan shui to yu ren ma tou.
It's damn hot yet you don't feel any hotness. Please put more sunblock if not beware of freckles.
We are reaching yu ren ma tou (lover's bridge).
Yupx, with my aunt =.=
There's this myth tt whoever couple walked across this bridge will be blessed forever and their love will last for life time.
Believe or not? i have no idea becos i didn't walk the bridge simply becos i'm too hungry and my aunt is so scared of the sun becos of her beauty skin.
So we ended up looking at the bridge from a distance.
This is where we alight from the speed boat.
Welcome to yu ren ma tou.
Pigeons
Me and 3 pigeons. As i think my discreet arrival scare of the rest. >.<
I played this with my aunt and i failed the game and ma lu myself. EWW.. becos there were a big crowd behind me.
Feeling sad, my aunt brought me up to see scenary.
and treated me with food again.
More food. My favourite chicken wings and flower tea as usual.
Bye bye yu ren ma tou.
We took the boat back w/o seeing where it goes to.
Still happily camera whoring and didn't know we are "holan" already.
Shit! This is not dan shui.
We took the wrong boat! 
this is the evening scenary of dan shui. (above)
Bye bye yu ren ma tou.
We took the boat back w/o seeing where it goes to.
Still happily camera whoring and didn't know we are "holan" already.
Shit! This is not dan shui.
We took the wrong boat!
Anyway, to cut it shop we manage to get back to dan shui in the end.
this is the evening scenary of dan shui. (above)
Dan shui night market
Dogs are every where in tw unlike singapore (cats are patrolling everywhere). But over there, there's not a single sight of cats.
Next, we alight at XXX place and had our dinner in a jap restaurant.
Ermx..it's not really yummy...becos tw is not gd for their jap and my aunt was persistent to have jap food there. 
Dogs are every where in tw unlike singapore (cats are patrolling everywhere). But over there, there's not a single sight of cats.
Next, we alight at XXX place and had our dinner in a jap restaurant.
Ermx..it's not really yummy...becos tw is not gd for their jap and my aunt was persistent to have jap food there.
Well..so i ended up ordering this.
Day 3 at Ye Liu will be continued in my next entry =)
8:24 PM
♥ First day @ work
First day at work in wealth management centre
A lot of stringent regulations to be followed as MAS regulations should be abide at all times.
So far, things were alright for me because i'm still in the stage of training.
The bad things about the environment is the toilet system. The toilet key was placed at the receptionist and we've to collect & return it as and when upon going to the toilet.
Beside that, before i can use the common PC to print the forms required for documentation everytime, i have to step on those irritating stones or pebbles.
Yes, it's hurting my soles. But they said that the boss claimed that it was for massaging purposes. FYI, the big boss of the company usually gathers all staff every morning to do QI GONG tgt. Faints.
I came to meet 1 uncle aged about 40 plus or older. But i don't really dare to call him uncle, tt's why i took the initiative on how to address him 1st.
He told me he had the intention of leaving in search of better job opportunities.
I can see that he's overwhelmed by the overloading information today.
Oh well, every job's like that...
it's just 4 weeks more. I just endure 4 weeks more, i'll be free.
Everyday, i'm looking forward to lunch and end work hours.
I hope i can lunch with mee~ everytime, and go home with ah tan since we're all working in the same area.
This is the only motivation that i got other than monetary benefits.
Jiayou qx!
A lot of stringent regulations to be followed as MAS regulations should be abide at all times.
So far, things were alright for me because i'm still in the stage of training.
The bad things about the environment is the toilet system. The toilet key was placed at the receptionist and we've to collect & return it as and when upon going to the toilet.
Beside that, before i can use the common PC to print the forms required for documentation everytime, i have to step on those irritating stones or pebbles.
Yes, it's hurting my soles. But they said that the boss claimed that it was for massaging purposes. FYI, the big boss of the company usually gathers all staff every morning to do QI GONG tgt. Faints.
I came to meet 1 uncle aged about 40 plus or older. But i don't really dare to call him uncle, tt's why i took the initiative on how to address him 1st.
He told me he had the intention of leaving in search of better job opportunities.
I can see that he's overwhelmed by the overloading information today.
Oh well, every job's like that...
it's just 4 weeks more. I just endure 4 weeks more, i'll be free.
Everyday, i'm looking forward to lunch and end work hours.
I hope i can lunch with mee~ everytime, and go home with ah tan since we're all working in the same area.
This is the only motivation that i got other than monetary benefits.
Jiayou qx!
8:12 PM
today i spotted lovely sim n wong @ JP. (such a small world)
anyway, i was treated xiao long bao today.
it's really good & economical. The service there was something to be praised of.
Going to something random.
i'm starting work tomorrow. I hope this job may turn out to be a good one.
i'm really sianx of all the job switching already.
please bless me. amitoufou~
anyway, i was treated xiao long bao today.
it's really good & economical. The service there was something to be praised of.
Going to something random.
i'm starting work tomorrow. I hope this job may turn out to be a good one.
i'm really sianx of all the job switching already.
please bless me. amitoufou~
12:47 AM
Friday, June 12, 2009
♥ Ms & Mr Teapot
It's drinking time!
Vivocity Republic foodcourt serves the most delicious china tea i have ever had.
Hehe. I'm treated to this feast. Yummy...Good food and good drink. Simply not because i'm a glutton. But i'm really a tea lover.
After eating Hokkien mee for dinner, we proceed to drinking tea and eating ba kut teh with rice for 2nd dinner.
The authetic china tea with Ba Kut Teh
To sidetrack a bit, i've bought a japanese teapot at giant today. I'm felt contented and happy now that i'm able to drink the tea i brought back from taiwan.
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thë Big eater Award for the day goes to..
Small tea pot makes good tea. "ma que shui xiao, wu zhang ju quan"
accompanied with the set of small tea cups.
To sidetrack a bit, i've bought a japanese teapot at giant today. I'm felt contented and happy now that i'm able to drink the tea i brought back from taiwan.
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thë Big eater Award for the day goes to..
11:40 PM
ermx..i'm quiting again.
Tomorrow is my last day of job for telemarketing.
I guessed whenever i mentioned the word insurance over the phone, the line immediately went dead.
This was how annoying this telemarketing job is.
Nonetheless, i was very happy working with maggie.
I enjoyed the moments after work @ 4pm, sitting at icon village and chatting with her till 6pm while she waited for foo foo.
I guessed this moments may have to come to an end.
Since i will be hoping over to another building opposite of the telemarketing building.
I'll be waiting for any 3 days events job which i can apply leave and resume back the work when the event finished. (hope i can find tt kind of lobangs)
Anyway, this job will be working even on saturday.
Mon-Fri : 9am to 6pm
Sat: 9am - 1pm
Pay is still as bad as before. But better than nothing. Haha. I'll look on the bright side as what i promised myself whenever it comes to finances.
Since it was reccomended by my ex-boss (returning a favour to him), i will do my best to assist his wife as her personal assistant.
I had broke my record so far in all the term breaks tt I worked. (3 jobs)
I'll continue to look for better ones to better finance myself. >.<
Tomorrow is my last day of job for telemarketing.
I guessed whenever i mentioned the word insurance over the phone, the line immediately went dead.
This was how annoying this telemarketing job is.
Nonetheless, i was very happy working with maggie.
I enjoyed the moments after work @ 4pm, sitting at icon village and chatting with her till 6pm while she waited for foo foo.
I guessed this moments may have to come to an end.
Since i will be hoping over to another building opposite of the telemarketing building.
I'll be waiting for any 3 days events job which i can apply leave and resume back the work when the event finished. (hope i can find tt kind of lobangs)
Anyway, this job will be working even on saturday.
Mon-Fri : 9am to 6pm
Sat: 9am - 1pm
Pay is still as bad as before. But better than nothing. Haha. I'll look on the bright side as what i promised myself whenever it comes to finances.
Since it was reccomended by my ex-boss (returning a favour to him), i will do my best to assist his wife as her personal assistant.
I had broke my record so far in all the term breaks tt I worked. (3 jobs)
I'll continue to look for better ones to better finance myself. >.<
12:41 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
shit. no idea why my right hand is aching now.
i guess i shall update those pictures on taiwan when i've the mood again ba.
during the trip, i did not spend much too because i did not bring enough cash and my aunt help me to cover a lot on the expanses. Though, this trip seems to be a rushed one and my brain has been constantly converting from taiwan money to sing dollars on every items ever since i stepped into taipei.
but i guessed at this current of time, i won't be afford if she did not sponsur for the trip.
taiwan stuff is not as cheap as thailand. =X
To sum up for what i did last one month.
It's really ups and down.
Quit 2 jobs and sending applications for almost more than 30 times.
I think i'll try to look on the bright side on the finances part.
It's quite sad and spoil spot when i actually have to push away activities just because i'm working (if i'm lucky enough) or i'm saving money.
On contrary, i was hoping that they will ask me along.
Restrict myself from expenditure at all times, but sometimes the power of buying is real strong.
"Emo-ing" started when it got imbalance (i.e. Save money against spend money). =(
Of cos, there are always heart warming thing happening around.
I was lost at first at some ulu place and was urgently searching for the toilet. This kind lady approached me and gave me direction. So nice.
I donated 1 dollar today to help an old lady despite of my "BIG HOLE" in my super deep pocket.
I am changing everyday to become a better person.
Always self-motivating myself and pampering myself with some delicious yet cheap and affordable food and meeting darlings out for dinner or shopping at times.
But so far, never have a chance to meet up with princesses.
Anyway, i am working with maggie now at insurance company with pathetic pay (<30bucks).>
m working with mag now, we can have more time to spend tgt too.
I'm finding a chance if possible to get into better ones.
"Jia jia you ben nan nian de jing..."
I've been thinking about the moments when my sis was emo-ing because of the finances issues too. She's too young for that man. Sometimes, i'm wondering if i over-pamper her too much at times.
Guess my big will start to become bigger with so much things and worries in my head.
Nonetheless, i'm looking at brighter side of life everyday.
Plus. I'm growing up to be a better person.
i guess i shall update those pictures on taiwan when i've the mood again ba.
during the trip, i did not spend much too because i did not bring enough cash and my aunt help me to cover a lot on the expanses. Though, this trip seems to be a rushed one and my brain has been constantly converting from taiwan money to sing dollars on every items ever since i stepped into taipei.
but i guessed at this current of time, i won't be afford if she did not sponsur for the trip.
taiwan stuff is not as cheap as thailand. =X
To sum up for what i did last one month.
It's really ups and down.
Quit 2 jobs and sending applications for almost more than 30 times.
I think i'll try to look on the bright side on the finances part.
It's quite sad and spoil spot when i actually have to push away activities just because i'm working (if i'm lucky enough) or i'm saving money.
On contrary, i was hoping that they will ask me along.
Restrict myself from expenditure at all times, but sometimes the power of buying is real strong.
"Emo-ing" started when it got imbalance (i.e. Save money against spend money). =(
Of cos, there are always heart warming thing happening around.
I was lost at first at some ulu place and was urgently searching for the toilet. This kind lady approached me and gave me direction. So nice.
I donated 1 dollar today to help an old lady despite of my "BIG HOLE" in my super deep pocket.
I am changing everyday to become a better person.
Always self-motivating myself and pampering myself with some delicious yet cheap and affordable food and meeting darlings out for dinner or shopping at times.
But so far, never have a chance to meet up with princesses.
Anyway, i am working with maggie now at insurance company with pathetic pay (<30bucks).>
m working with mag now, we can have more time to spend tgt too.
I'm finding a chance if possible to get into better ones.
"Jia jia you ben nan nian de jing..."
I've been thinking about the moments when my sis was emo-ing because of the finances issues too. She's too young for that man. Sometimes, i'm wondering if i over-pamper her too much at times.
Guess my big will start to become bigger with so much things and worries in my head.
Nonetheless, i'm looking at brighter side of life everyday.
Plus. I'm growing up to be a better person.
11:23 PM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
I'm back to the "wu ye you ming" life again.
Yes, the hunting of jobs start again. Despite of the 2 jobs i resigned for the last one month, i will still persevere to look for better ones. Just like " 打不死的小强"
"shen chi jie yong de ri zi..."
This shows that i should have plenty of time now (i hope).
But sometimes the hunting of jobs and interviewing processes are really time consuming.
Maybe i should spend time blogging what i did in taiwan last month.
Touch Down @ Taiwan...
Day 1 & Day 2
Yes, the hunting of jobs start again. Despite of the 2 jobs i resigned for the last one month, i will still persevere to look for better ones. Just like " 打不死的小强"
"shen chi jie yong de ri zi..."
This shows that i should have plenty of time now (i hope).
But sometimes the hunting of jobs and interviewing processes are really time consuming.
Maybe i should spend time blogging what i did in taiwan last month.
Touch Down @ Taiwan...
Day 1 & Day 2
11:26 PM
Someone's wedding.
My auntie borrowed the camera to capture special moments of her colleague and his wife (mediacorp artist) on saturday.
WoW...It seems like a lot of artists are getting married this year.
An prosperous year for them; but ironically not for me.
There seems to be ups and downs with my jobS. >.<
p.s i quitted my MOH job.
10:52 PM
Monday, June 01, 2009
i am fuming...
I was happy dealing with AYG event and reporting 8am-6pm.
Now, i was allocated shift work and dealing with XXXX cases. Argh~
Always have to be on readiness mode...
Sadded...lesser time now for all.
I was happy dealing with AYG event and reporting 8am-6pm.
Now, i was allocated shift work and dealing with XXXX cases. Argh~
Always have to be on readiness mode...
Sadded...lesser time now for all.
4:13 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
Rating: 4 stars
GooD! =D
11:32 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009
A time for reflection: Contradiction of feelings
It's 2am in the morning.
I can't get to sleep.
My mind seem to be thinking through a lot of things.
Something's bothering me. Hmm...
Anyway, I was happy on the 21st of May to be able to enjoy an art show dance.
Simply fell in love with the art piece that was drawn by Mr Hitotu.
It's 2am in the morning.
I can't get to sleep.
My mind seem to be thinking through a lot of things.
Something's bothering me. Hmm...
Anyway, I was happy on the 21st of May to be able to enjoy an art show dance.
Simply fell in love with the art piece that was drawn by Mr Hitotu.
2:09 AM
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
01.04.2009
may you rest well in peace.
love you always, lucky. =(
may you rest well in peace.
love you always, lucky. =(
5:32 PM
Monday, March 30, 2009
♥ Monday blues- as timid as a mouse?
.Raining.
It was drizzling when i was running back home. But as soon as i was sheltered, the rain stopped.
Monday blues in addition to HW102, the whole day was tiring.
I can’t seem to lighten the mood.
I don’t for what reason my hands were shaking tremendously and it went cold for a moment while presenting in front of the class today.
So, I held tight to the piece of papers in my hands hoping no-one will spot it.
Am i nervous or just being having fright or being paranoid or there’s something wrong with my nerves or I’m just being timid to give any daring suggestions against the tutor?
In whatever ways, i hope i can be more daring, more expressive, more firmed and not as timid as a MOUSE.
Sigh.
6:10 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
I was in a brightened mood yst but i had a nightmare today.
everyone was shedding tears in the dream fpr some reason.
it's so heartbreaking. i could sense the heart pain too in reality.
I opened my eyes. It's just 6am but i was awaken by this "stupid dream".
I continued to get back to sleep but still feeling a twinge of saddness in my heart.
I had difficulty breathing, becos the noses are blocked. So i used my mouth to breathe. Somehow or rather, i feel that i am gasping for air (suffocating).
An unpropitious moment. What a bad sign.
everyone was shedding tears in the dream fpr some reason.
it's so heartbreaking. i could sense the heart pain too in reality.
I opened my eyes. It's just 6am but i was awaken by this "stupid dream".
I continued to get back to sleep but still feeling a twinge of saddness in my heart.
I had difficulty breathing, becos the noses are blocked. So i used my mouth to breathe. Somehow or rather, i feel that i am gasping for air (suffocating).
An unpropitious moment. What a bad sign.
1:44 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
this is not the year for me.
4:46 PM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
♥ Falling sick
my body wanted a rest so badly today.
I have no choice but to take a nap whenever i feel tired.
such a bad timing for falling ill.
i wanted to send the pictures for the party to bnb, but the connection just get cut off while uploading halfway. argh~
Dozed off while reading 214. The body is not listening to the brain.
Nonetheless, the “liang cha” delivered was able to keep me going for the night i guessed.
8:58 PM
