跟着我念。。。

圆的不能拿，拿的不能圆。
圆的不拿，拿的不圆。
拿的不能圆，圆的拿不拿？
你说圆的拿，我说圆的不能拿。
圆的圆，拿的拿。圆的拿拿，拿的圆圆。
我说你能拿，你就能拿。是圆的拿，还是拿的圆？

哈哈。。。

What if i had the 50K?

Can't believe that i have been eating for macs the past few weeks and hoping for the "Sentosa Cove" to appear.

Eeks.

I rather feed myself with all the MAcs than to look at the notes.

My phone rang today and JR called. I tot she had the sentosa cove. At the point of time, i somehow could smell the tons of cash. 空欢喜一场。It's all a big misunderstanding. She tot i have it, i tot she have it. HEHe. But at the instance, it's quite enjoyable.

Yes, what if i really had the "sentosa cove"...

hmmm...donate to charity? do investment? put it in my bank? go travelling? buy insurance?

I shouldn't be wasting my precious storage memory thinking about this.

Argh. But Exams are really boring.

the 50K reward is really motivating. HoHo. What a good marketing strategy.

Poly days

i was browing ah mei's happy times album,

lOOking @ the pictures taken in SP, indeed the name of "happy times".

i really missed the fun in school.

The booking of discussion room days just to chat-chat and rot, the rushing to kbox to sing till nobody biz straight after lesson, playing badminton after lesson, rushing to canteen A to eat chicken bowl, hacking into the printing system and print free colour notes, etc.

so fun, so much freedom, so much interaction, so much bonding...

unlike now, everything changes, different environment...

even at times, unknowingly, there's a sudden twinge of loneliness.

everything is so different now in this stressful environment. thankfully, left 1 year plus..


nonetheless, it feels so heart-warming just by looking back the past, the happy times back in school.
The values, the believes, the happy memories from i had the 3 years there, the friendship, etc

i will remember them forever; in my deepest heart.

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in order to make less mistakes, arouse more mis perceptions, and bring more troubles,
i will choose to be ignorant, to stop poking into people's business, & to talk less, to focus on studies more,

but sometimes i can't drive the sadness away when i started thinking of things...

social support is so much of importance to me.

mOtO: must happily go school, and come home happily everyday...

seive out & abandon all pessimism!

Absorb in all positive thinkings and forces.

JiAYou, qX!

gO!go! GoAL!

i just dislike thurs.

anyway, I feel so sick now after eating the pills.

argh.

好累。。。

一路走来的过程的确不容易…希望不要辜负妈妈爸爸对我的期望。

我真的好累, 好苦恼。

已经第三年了,我却还是一样在拼命的慢慢的往上爬。

我的好的定义,不是在于要考到非常优越的成绩。 我的目标是二等高。现在，只差一点点的距离了。只要在努力多一点就可以了。

在多一点。

可是前几个测验都不理想， 全都不及格。不适应为不会做，而是一时想不起或是粗心。

314 也是这样。我好困扰。分数还没拿回来。我却一直无意间知道答案。一题错。两题错。似乎好像错好多。总觉得离目标越来越远。

我的烦恼来来去去都是两样。

不是为金钱烦，就是为成绩而烦。

金钱没烦， 成绩烦。成绩没烦，金钱烦。

金钱上只要我多省一点， 就没那么烦。学业上努力一点，还是一样烦。

我有体谅我的家庭，照顾我的男朋友， 还有一些不错的好朋友。应该是非常开心和幸福的事。可是我常常还是不开心，应为分数不理想。应为我一不开心，就会变得很冷漠。不知不觉， 我也让身边的人不开心。=(

 

成绩不理想,只好多努力一点。1 week recess 也在读。 每天读书。天天都在读。

我必须在努力多一些…

tremors in Singapore

this morning, i felt tremors again (the third time).

I guessed earth is angry again.

I saw the tables shaking for a few minutes. Somehow, i got used to it.

I didn't hide under the table like what i did the first time (>.<) since two years back.

Ignorance is a bliss?

the 3 Fs to enlightenment.

Forgo all desires.

Forget & forgive.

For Peace and harmony eva.

PL's return & wendy's happy 22 @ swensens.

B&B HugS

grandpa

He’s a quiet man who bottles everything in his heart and not say a single thing even if he feels the pain inside.

Nobody knows what’s he thinking in his mind even before stroke hit on him. Dad will tell us that he and grandpa don’t

have the affinity of being son and father. Yet, i can tell he still care for grandpa a lot.

Every sunday, we would take the effort to go up have dinner and visit grandpa.

He was sitting at a special seat of the sofa together with his maid.

Last sunday, we went up. As the door opened for us, i almost called “ah gong” but then i realised that he’s not there with his maid already.

He was admitted to the hospital last saturday night.

Mum was telling me that he don’t recognise dad and “ah ma” but he’s still able to recognise his daughters.

 

Dad just rushed down to the hospital just now to sign the documents for approval of surgery. Yesterday, he told me that “ah gong” was diagnosed with a “crack” at the liver which was not a good sign.

 

I hope “ah gong” can overcome this life obstacle this time.

Ion - watami

Free flow of green tea

Polite and GST (greet, smile, talk) waitress & waiters.

They will bow 45 degree to you whenever they see you.

Economical -  side dishes, bbq, tepanyaki

the sinful salad as appetizer.

Fruity mango, fish egg and scallop sushi.

Macha drink & citrus mango soda.

View Full Album

The most sinful one. Omelet aka tamago tepanyaki.

This is the reason why i gained 2 kg and that explains why i had the “bread face” now.

3 days at work in NTU

Reflection.

During the mid of July, i got to work in SPMS for 3 days as the photographer for the whole event. Tiring but yet i felt a sense of satisfaction. Moreover, i realised i became more daring to stand right in front of the audience to capture every perfect angle of every distinguished delegates during their presentation. Most importantly, i realised that taking pictures for fun and for work are 2 different thing. In fact, it’s more tiring ever since i was running like those crazy paparazzi in the whole afternoon taking shots of perfect angle and faces at different lecture theatre.. But the worst thing was being monitored closely by the “supervisor-who-cannot-be-named”. The “supervisor-who-cannot-be-named” made the 3 days almost unpleasant for me. Luckily i was able to street-smart in some way and of cause be positive enough to defend me from all dark arts.

 

A professional photographer captures every small little thing but makes a great impression. I’m still learning tho’.

To side track a bit, Sally was caught in action @ work again viewing...?

In all, this 3 days which i specially took days leave to work for SPMS was indeed enjoyable (excluding the time i spend with the “supervisor-that-cannot-be-named”.

>.< Anyway, the camera was not as light as it seems to be.

up up up

The spirit of adventure.

Up goes his house to fulfill the dream of  building their home sweet house at the mountain top of the lost land.

The cute little baby named Carl was the unexpected gift from the “grey cloud”.

This marks the starting of his adventure and his life story…

i love up. =D

Definitely able to catch the birds eye view of orchard at this high.

Eww..the bread face. Fat.

Spot wisma?

Lastly, special thanks to our photographer for the day.

2 days packing room

A small study room which took us 2 days to pack (3/4 done).

Thanks to mr clean. With much effort, the room was in a good shape now.

As i was packing the stuff, i discovered some surprising neoprints and photos of the past and one ultimate CD album which was almost been threw away by Mr Clean.

Luckily, the album was being saved in time. This album reminds me of the old days with the help of our so called manager Mr Hor Y.W; the album wouldn't have been successful.

I kept the album in the section of "collection" in my cardboard. Until now, i don't dare to pluck up my courage to play it as i was afraid that my windows and glasses will broke into peices. >.<

Besides that, i found 2 cards drew by "the little me" about 15 years back?

The card wrote, I love daddy and mummy.

As i was cleaning, while Mr clean was packing. I saw him reading my composition book titled "wai xing ren" by XXXX from class 3H. =.=

I didn't know i was so "child-like" in the past.

The most hilarious picture i found was the picture me and sl took together where her chin was distorted half-way. I should have posted it up but was afraid that i will be killed without people knowing. -_-"

1 small room = 5 packet of big black plastic bags filled of unwanted stuff

-_-" my soft-toys, books, Biology ten years series , maggie lim vocab. book etc.

I spotted 2 presents from maggie lim. The soft-toy pig in the baby milk bottle and a glass house.

As Mr clean was happily throwing my stuff away, i saw the hand full of cd-roms "Half-life, red-alert,etc" and digimon cards. His jaw dropped opened. -_-"

In fact a lot of stuff has been thrown away, my posters, my soft-toys, my magazines, cards, etc.

Becos i'm now 22 and not 12 anymore.

P.I.G

P.i.g.

if i saw the insensitive pig, i'm gonna to cook it, boil it, and grilled it!

Chop it into pieces,and put it into a blender.

The Rich & the poor

In life, there are bound to have the co-existance of rich & poor.

There's always this unbalance. If one day, when it all comes into equilibrium, it means our country is not growing.

How to define the rich & the poor?

Not happy

I guessed my inner self have been feeling gloomy the whole day. It's something that's prickling me. '

I think i'm over-reacting on this "G" wallet issue. But i just can't help feeling "bu shuang".

I tried to suppress it because i feel it's trivial. But i still can't accept the fact. I feel so sad, the more i suppress, i feel more moody.

I really need to vent out.

My mum told me that i'm "xiao qi", which make me feel even angrier.

And there goes my mum telling me, tt it's not my money and why shdn't i get bothered over such trivial matter.

I also think it's quite dumb.

But i can't let it go?

He's SPENDTHRIFT, I'm SAVVY.

How can it become in an equilibrium state?

I'm not thinking rationally now. I felt quite dumb to bother over the same matter since yst.

AH! I need to vent out.

Savvy VS Extravagant

Since 2 weeks before, i'm counting everyday for this day to come. But in the end, it ended up in a disappointment.

We went to ion opening today. It's nice. But if you ask me are there a lot of shops there?

My answer is yes, but i don't know is it good to shop. Because we headed straight home after dinner.

Even before the dish was served at watami, I'm still happily enjoying this special day. But I'm very angry with myself for spoiling the day.

I still can't accept the fact that student can spend hard earn $500 to buy a "G" wallet. It's not gadgets or neccessities, but it's a luxury expenditure.

I'm sad the fact tt because the sight of it actually spoil my whole meal. Sigh~

I can't figure out why i felt anguish because of a non-living thing.

I felt stupid at it.

Argh~everything seems so out of control.

And i can't figure out why i'm so unhappy over it.

Let it go

she was right. Some people are destined to come and go.

but i was too determined not to let it go.

sometimes, i'm just too observant or even sensitive to surrounds esp. on people's thinking that they may inevitably affect me in somehow or rather.

Naive as always. At times, I just somehw feel a bit being made used of.

sometimes his little actions and attitude actually tells everything.

am i thinking too much?

but that's the feeling that i felt at the moment of time.

Even if they told me it's not worth it a thousand times, i still care for those who have come into my life despite of what the outcome is.

p.s i hope my girls will all live happily and being loved my nice people.